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zanderandclair

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Tue Aug 5, 2003, 5:08 AM
YES! SO, im in a GREAT mood and I have no clue why.........but i guess it doesn't really matter WHY....... I LOVE ZANDER! Ok, so yeah, me and Zander got into another fight - i started it as usual because i am quite capable of being a bitch - and it is all my fault. but then we got back together again... and everything ends up happily ever after, right? wrong. real life ain't no fairy tale. I wish everything ended up all neat and perfect and everyone ended up happy. But there is still Thomas, who always calls me and is EXTREMELY sweet. Did i mention that he is also my ex? and im pretty sure he still likes me.. and all... and i dont know. everything doesnt always end up so perfectly i guess. i love him so much. but as a friend. and im scared to tell him that i only think of him as a friend because i feel like ive lead him on...which is mean and if i have lead him on i haven't meant to... he's my best friend and i love him sooo much, but just as a best friend. and then i think about it. and i wonder what in the hell do these guys see in me because in my opinion i am a very borring, average person, quite easily ignorable. I dont know. it is all very confusing. all i can say is that i am an extremely lucky person to know these people who seem to care about me so much........just thinking about all of this is giving me a headache... But it all comes down to the fact that I'm still in love with Zander. They say it all the time "love is blind", and it must be, because even though all the signs that he's cheating on me are present, i can't change my mind about him. I've tried to convince myself that he doesn't care, but all he has to say is "I love you." and I melt like butter. Maybe im the one wih the issues here because no matter what i can't trust him. But would you trust someone to stay true to you who has hugged and kissed some other girl right in front of you? If he felt comfortable doing that in front of me I can only imagine what must go on when im gone...whatever. im just gonna shut up and post some more old poetry i just found. i love everyone, and hate everyone. Bye.

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:iconbroken-glass:
Thanks for the comment
:)

*hug*
:iconmikey1331:
wow, really? dev.watch? lol, thank u. Btw, u should write more poams, ur good with it

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:icon6amsoul:
ohhh wow.. thankyou
no-one EVER favourites my stuff

thankyou :D (Big Grin)
it describes EXACTLY how i feel right now.. well actually now i feel a bit better 'coz u favourited me :D (Big Grin)
:iconmikey1331:
ty for the comment :) (Smile) , o, and nice touch up on ur last photo :) (Smile)

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:iconemptyness:
thank you,

I like your art. Verrrrry devious :P (Lick)

kiss

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Don't hate me because I speak my mind
Let me sing a song to you
My sweet little song of death


I don't care if you want me
cause I'm your's,your's , your's..
Anyhow
--The whore...

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:iconmooboy:
Please do not spam this site with 'Outwar' anymore. Zero tolerance is being given to such deceptive links.

Thank you.
:iconxclairex:
hey !

thanks for the comment on my photograph (BW wardle- trees)

i like your work

+devwatch

thankyou

claire

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:icondbug:
You should probably try to be more creative in the description of your photos, because simple writing "a picture" or "a photo" does not really invit people to comment on it if you in particular does not feel inspired enough to describe it...
:iconendlessdreamer:
Thankyas kindly for the comment on my pic :) (Smile)

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:iconuki-onna:
Hang on, hang on, hang on...where did you guys get them? tell my honestly, did you make them or get them somewhere else? I have nothing against either of you, it's just that I've come accross situations where two people both got a 50 x 50 picture from somewhere, and claimed it as their own, then accused each other of stealing it...where did you guys get them? You can just send me a note, telling me, if you don't feel like saying publicly where you got them.

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